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Recent Updates:
OMG, so like from last night to now has been amazing. I got to see Stevie last night, which was great. My comp got a virsus but ran faster. Moi gave me a sub...and then this morning came. XD

and randomly came over this morning. xD We hung out for like 2 hours, just talked and chilled. Then decided to go to Dunkin Donuts and get food. xD Then we went to 's bf's apartment and hung out for like a half hour, then I took them home XD It was mega fun. THEN I got home, and what's waiting on my steps...TWO PACKAGES! MY MGS FIGURES ARE HERE! I can't wait to get them out of their original boxes and play around with them XD Gonna be mega fun!

And my dad has no idea ANY of this happened except the virus XD He won't care though, he'll just be glad I got out of the house and managed to NOT use up all the gas he just paid for in my car. lol ><

Love you all, I'm in SUCH a good mood!
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Well, I'm doing my own seven deadly sins series! It's called "Anti-Virtue", and will feature each sin depicted as a monster or demon. Hopefully, I can finish this

1. Sloth [link]
2. Envy [link]
3. Greed [link]
4. Gluttony [link]
5. Lust [link]
6. Wrath [link]
7. Pride [link]
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I'm FINALLY giving in and doing a 100 theme challange. HOWEVER, mine is not the same as the two lists already out there ^^

This list is mostly the one is doing, with a few that were only on 's list, and with some alterations of my own ^^
Idea:
Sketched/Inked:
Began coloring:
Finished:

1 Beginnings
2 Snow
3 Storm
4 Candy [link]
5 Trick or treat
6 Isolation
7 Angel
8 Obsession
9 Vanity
10 Hope
11 Love
12 Until we meet again
13 Fear
14 Tonight
15 Change
16 Whispers
17 Forgotten
18 That One Crazy Night
19 Lies
20 Guilt
21 I Don't Think We'll Be the Same After This
22 One Night Stand
23 I miss you
24 I'm sorry
25 Black Magic
26 Just like him
27 Imperfection
28 Faith
29 Pride
30 Loneliness
31 Summer [link]
32 Winter
33 Fall
34 Spring
35 Secret Admirer
36 Emotion
37 Kiss
38 Pain
39 Do not disturb
40 Hero
41 Annoyance
42 Quiet
43 Blood
44 Sacrifice [link]
45 Horror
46 Waiting
47 Out cold
48 Betrayal
49 Dark
50 Light
51 Hold my hand [link]
52 Eyes
53 Puzzle
54 Abandoned
55 Heaven
56 Triangle
57 Jealousy
58 Flirting
59 The old days
60 Date night
61 Dancing
62 Hell
63 Old flame
64 Scars
65 Chemicals
66 Naive
67 Stars
68 Within the tomb
69 Chocolate
70 Sucker
71 What?
72 Heart
73 The message
74 The doctor is in [link]
75 Just a nightmare
76 The Best friend
77 School
78 Food
79 Wishing
80 Birthday
81 Whoops
82 Phobia
83 Awkward! [link]
84 Envy
85 Lust
86 Can you hear me?
87 Broken
88 Lovers
89 Touch
90 With this blood
91 Bath time [link]
92 The 80's
93 Rejection
94 Rain
95 Fantasy
96 Night life
97 Masks
98 Hurt
99 Flowers
100 Power

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Wow. I've been accused of art theft :0

Seriously. I altered a pic from Psyclon Nine's website and posted it, and someone on here claims I stole it. They have it in their gallery, and though I don't honestly believe them, I'm just taking the damn thing down. Not worth fighting about, not like I spent more then 90 seconds on photoshop with it anyway xD lol Aw well.

So um, aside of that not much is going on. Have a bunch of midterms and tests this week and next...

Oh yeah, and I've had my license for over a week :0
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I've been featured by in her journal and an article she wrote, both dedicated to all forms of art about winter and snow. ^^
The journal can be found here: [link]
and the article here: [link]
You'd have to go through and open all the literature works to find mine, as they're not labeled, but my poem "Heavy Winter" is there somewhere. <3

And uh...new chapter in Resist Her up. ^^ That's about all. Working on another one too. ><
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Leukemia: [link]
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So, turns out, I can't go see Stone Sour. The concert's the 23rd, not 27th. I'll be gone. And I already have tickets. They announced it as the 27th, the site said the 27th. Dad got an e-mail last night saying it was the 23rd, so we check the tickets and BAM! 23rd. *cutcutcut* Everything now says 23rd. So I can't go. And now I need to sell the tickets, cuz I spent 50 bucks on them, and my dad spent 25 on his. So not fair...

Whatever. That's about it. Isn't life grand? And then my dad threatened to kill our vacation, cuz my car is breaking again. But he took it back.
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Stolen from Stevie ^^
RULES:
1. put your itunes, windows media player, etc. on SHUFFLE.
2. for each question, press the NEXT button to get ur answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS

IF SOMEONE SAYS “IS THIS OKAY?” YOU SAY:
"Tattered and Torn" - Slipknot

HOW WOULD YOU DESCRIBE YOURSELF?
"30/30-150" - Stone Sour

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
"The Kill" - 30 Seconds to Mars

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
"Scream" - Slipknot

WHAT’S YOUR LIFE’S PURPOSE?
"Treat me Like the Dog I am" - Motley Crue

WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
"Haddenfield" - Wednesday 13

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
"Rainy Day Parade" - Astrid Haven

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR PARENTS?
"I Don't Wanna Be Your Friend" - FDQ

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
"Figured You Out" - Nickelback (I like your pants around your feet )

WHAT IS 2 + 2?
"I Hate Everything About You" - 3 Days Grace

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BESTIE?
"Cassie" - Flyleaf

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
"My Bloody Valentine" - Good Charlette

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
"Get Inside" - Stone Sour

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
"As You Sleep" - Psyclon Nine

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
"Lips of an Angel" - Hinder

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
"Let's Go to War" - Murderdolls

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
"As Long as You're Mine" - Wicked musical soundtrack

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
"Fucked by the Devil" - 45 Grave (heeheeeheeeeeeeee)

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
Scary Song - Frankenstein Drag Queens from Planet 13

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR?
"With Arms Wide Open" - Creed (KIDS! THAT'S RIGHT!)

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
"Riot" - 3 Days Grace

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIEND
"I Wanna Rot" - FDQ

WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
"Nymphetamine [Lezabel Deva Fix]" - Cradle of Filth

Stolen from Lauren, cuz I'm bored. xD
have you ever.....
1. made out for more than 10 minutes?: Yeah...ya know, I miss it...
2. Slept in a different bed?: Hasn't everyone?
3. Made out in a movie theatre?: Actually...I don't think I've fully made out in one...
4. made out with 2 different people in one night?: Um...yeah, actually.
5. thought your cousin was hot?: My cousins are attractive, doesn't mean I'm attracted to them. oO
6. Been in love?: Yes
7. Slept?: Um, if you're alive right now you've most likely slept.
8. Taken a shower with the opposite sex?: No, sadly. Though I got to stand in the bathroom while Stephen was in the shower. Damn...wish I had just gotten in with him. xD Woul've been GREAT for his parents to come home and see!
9. Gone over the speed limit?: Yeah...
10. Painted your room?: Nope, my dad's a painter, so HE does it. xD
11. Drove a car?: I own one, so duh, I've driven it.
12. Danced in front of your mirror?: Yeah.
13. Gotten a hickey?: Nope, actually.
14. Been dumped?: Turned down, not dumped...
15. Stole money from a friend?: Never from a friend...and really, I don't LIKE stealing, and I'm sad I've ever stolen anything, no matter how small.
16. Gotten in a car with people you just met?: Nope
17. Been in a fist fight?: No
18. Snuck out of your house?: No I'm a "good kid". oO
19. Had feelings for someone who didn't have them back?: Yeah, for a long time. In fact, up until Stephen, no one has ever had feelings for me.
20. Been arrested?: No, thank god.
21. Made out with a stranger?: Yeah
23. Had a crush on your neighbor?: No
24. Ditched school to do something more fun?: No, I've got "good kid" syndrom, remember?
25. Slept in a bed with a member of the same or opposite sex?: BOTH! Not at the same time, but duh the same sex...you forget about sleepovers? And I sleep with Stephen all the time at my house when we're tired.
26. Seen someone die?: No, but I saw my mommy's corpse. No incest necro jokes please.
27. Been on a plane?: Uh-huh.
28. Kissed a picture?: Yeah...it's funny as hell to watch me do it. xD I like pictures to.
29. Slept in until 3?: I actually don't think so. I have this thing about sleeping in...I can't...
30. Love someone or miss someone right now?: Yeah...I miss Stephen...and it's only been an hour...
31. Laid on your back and watched cloud shapes go by?: Yeah
32. Made a snow angel?: Of course!
33. Played dress up?: Yeah
34. Cheated while playing a game?: Candy Land. With my dad. He'd leave the room and I'd stack the cards. xD ALL THE DAMN TIME!
35. Been lonely?: I am now STEVIE!!!
36. Fallen asleep at work/school?: Almost
37. Been to a club?: Nope
38. Felt an earthquake?: Nu-uh.
39. Touched a snake?: Yeeeaaaaah
40. Ran a red light?: I think only a stop sign...but I may have once...
41. Forgotten what uou were going to say?: All the...um...uh...damn, forgot what I was saying...
42.Been suspended from school?: Nope, haven't gotten my anti-good-kid-syndrom meds yet.
43. Been in a car?: Um YEAH! WHY?!
44. hated the way you look?: Sure, who hasn't?
45. Witnessed a crime?: I believe so...
46. Been lost?: Oh yeah. Ooooooh yeah...
47. Been to the opposite side of the country?: Nope
48. Felt like dying from embarrassment?: Of course
49. Cried yourself to sleep?: Yeah, actually. Hate to admit it...
50. Sang karaoke?: Hee hee, yeah.
51. Done something you told yourself you wouldn't do?: Yeah...a LOT actually...
52. Laughed till some kind of beverage came out of your nose?: Nope
53. Caught a snowflake on your tongue?: Yeah!
54. Kissed in the rain?: Yeeeaaaah -dreamy sigh-
55. Sung in the shower?: Yup
56. Had a dream that you married someone?: Yeah, I believe I have.
57. played getting married?: Actually, no.
58. Got your tongue stuck to a flag pole?: No
59. Ever gone to school partially nude?: No. No one needs to see that!
60. Been cosidered a freak?: Oh but of course! I'm not A freak, I'm THE freak! GET IT RIGHT!
61. Sat on a roof top?: Naw. Though Stephen wants to sit on mine...maybe tomorrow...
62. Didn't take a shower for a week?: No, but I might after the spider incedent this morning...
63. Ever been too scared to watch scary movies alone?: Maybe when I was real little...and The Ring. I can't watch that shit alone STILL!
64. Played chicken?: No.
65. Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on?: Oh yeah! My pants almost fell off! Then my dad came in. xD
66. Been told you're hot by a complete stranger?: A few actually. oO
67. Broken a bone?: Nope.
68. Been easily amused?: Yeah...oooooooh...SHINEY!
69. Laugh so hard you cry?: Yuppers
70. Cheated on a test?: Yeah, I'm not proud of that...
71. Forgotten someone's name?: Yes
72. Blacked out from drinking?: No
73. Played a prank on someone?: Yeah, I think I've TRIED.
74. Gone to a late night movie?: Hostel part 2 The night it came out.
75. Made love to anything not human?: No monsters running around, so no...well...actually...do inanimate objects count? xD
76. Failed a class?: Never. And I never will. I won't let myself. xD
77. Choked on something you're not supposed to eat?: Um...can we move on? I'm afriad where people's minds will go...
78. Played an instrument for more than 10 hours?: Nope
79. Cheated on a girlfriend/boyfriend?: It wasn't "cheating"...he ok'ed it...and he watched...and um...IT WASN'T CHEATING!! I'd never go behind his back...or against his will.
80. Did you celebrate the 4th of July?: Not really
81. Thrown strange objects?: Yeah, a furry stuffed snail.
82. Felt like someone?: Um...aren't we all "someone" to somebody?
83. Thought about running away?: Thought on it, but never seriously.
84. Ran away?: No
85. Had detention and not attend it?: No
86. Made parents cry?: Not that I know of...
87. Cried over someone?: Oh yes.
88. Owned more than 5 sharpies?: I think I owned 5. xD
89. Dated someone more than once?: Nope
90. Have a dog?: Nope, two fur-balls for cats.
91. Own an instrument?: Keyboard, guitar, harmonica!
92. Been in a band?: No
93. Drank 25 sodas in a day?h god no! I can barely drink soda!
94. Broken a cd?: Yes
95. Shot a gun?: My bf's friend managed to shoot his BB gun, and it bounced off his wall and hit my arm. xD But I'VE never shot someone.
96. Been on myspace for more than 5 hours?: No...
97. pimp slapped someone? I bitch slaped someone... A few times...
98. Have a major crush on someone right now?: Yeah, take a WILD guess...
99. Have a religion?: No
100. Thought about what people would say at your funeral?: Nope, just what music should be played.

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Yeah, so anyone remember that little survey thing where you had 40 blanks and you ranted/bitched/stated whatever you wanted to? Well I'm BRINGING IT BACK! XD

1. I get car sick. xD I do, really. It sucks. Only in the back, and not in buses of vans or anyhting. Usually my car and my grandma's. xD

2. I LOVE COLOR! GOD DAMMIT! HORRAY NEON!

3. I am so random you can honestly expect me to say anything...elephant peanut better cookie mouse smile.

4. I. HATE. RELIGION. PERIOD!!!!

5. Why you ask? Oh, because it causes more pain then gain, honestly. More people seem to DIE for RELIGION than anything. Let's look back at the fucking cruesades. Good fucking idea, right? Kill peple to SPREAD THE WORD OF GOD! WELL FUCK YOU, tattoo his word on your fucking head, and I'll RIP it off and HANG it in front of my house! Now THAT'S spraeding the FUCKING WORD.

6. I love gory movies. I loev the idea of gory things. I hate real torture and war. oO Ummmm...odd?

7. I have a scar fetish I think...or just a disfigured fetish. C'mon, I've got a thing for Vincent from House of Wax! HE'S MISSING HALF A FACE!!!!!!! Plus...I always find myself wanting to do odd things to my boyfriend's scars. xD

8. HORRAY SEX!

9. Honestly, that needed it's own little number. xD I'm a virgin too...isn't that just FUNNY AS HELL? oO

10. I like to suck on metal. I do. Viv even promised me a metal strap on for my b-day someday so I can suck on it. xD Hahahaha...

11. Is it just me, or is this getting an X rating ALREADY?! oO Hell, -I'M- X rated.

12. Humans are sexual beings. Why do we try and surpress it? Honestly? It's human nature, it's not gonna kill you if you're not stupid about it, so why are we surpressing nature? All you priests and nuns seriously need to get some head or something. xD

13. I'm scared to death of doctors. Honestly. But I've got a nurse fetish. Figure it out.

14. I can be a bitch. I just try and not be one to my friends. xD

15. I feel bad saying it...but I still want in Wednesday's pants. DON'T HATE ME STEPHEN!!!

16. I LOVE YOU DR. KAVORKIAN! I am FOR assisted suicide and I'm PROUD of that!

17. Not sure where I stand on capital punishment. I honestly used to be against it. But now...I'm not so sure.

18. I'd rather face a loaded gun than add to this world's over population.

19. I think all those from age 3 to 21 currently need to be FIXED! If you want fucking kids ADOPT! THEY NEED HOMES TOO! And we DON'T need more FUCKS running around fucking up our only home!

20. I will talk to basically anyone. Even if I don't know you. If we're stuck in a room together, we'll strike up a convo somehow.

21. I'm running out of ideas. Honestly...Um...uhhhh...My favorite animal is the platypus! NATURE'S FRANKENSTEIN!

22. After going on 5 years, I finally realize I miss my mom a bit. Who knew?

23. As insane and hyper as I am, it's know known that I am capable of crying. And for no reason. Honestly...it scares me...oO

24. I have the oddest sensative spots. My wrists and inner elbows. oO And my neck, but most people can't get at it without me freezing up.

25. I hate homophobes. I understnad not being comfortable, it doesn't mean you have to fear or hate gays. Really. Should gays, lesbians, and bis hate and be afriad of straights?: OH GOD I CAN'T HANG OUT WITH YOU, YOU'LL TURN ME STRAIGHT!!!!!!!!!

26. Despite what my writing may seem to say, I've never had a depression problem. Honestly. I'm quite the mentally healthy girl...I hope...oO

27. I can't bring myself to hurt someone, even if they want it. I have major issues hurting anyone physically or mentally.

28. I wish for a day I could be a guy. I wanna know what male "anatomy" is like.

29. I'm gonna fill all my special places with metal someday. Didn't you just wanna know that SO much?

30. I really need to learn that not all my friends wanna be molested by me. xD

31. I dig monsters. If it's not human and it's sexing a human, I'm totally into it. xD Save for animals in porn...in hentai sometimes it's not AS bad. But please, leave the cute little furry animals OUT of our sex games!

32. Sex toys=fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuun. All teens should be given sex toys at some point in life. xD Hahahaha.

33. I am over worked and under fucked. Honestly, most of us have to agree with said statement. xD

34. Ya know, I can drive now. Isn't that horrifying?!

35. Someday I hope to publish my work and rape the world with my sick and twisted, but oh-so arousing ideas. I've started early, thanks to DA.

36. I feel like I'm completely missing stuff on here. Like, important stuff that I don't even know about myself. oO I think there's a lot of me that I don't even know yet...

37. I love open relationships. I really do. I love knowing that I have someone who loves me, and who I love, and who I'll always go back to...but yet, I'm still allowed off my leash to have a little fun.

38. People either bleive in me too much or not at all. I don't think anyone's ever gotten it right.

39. My other versions of this were so serious...maybe I've calmed down over the past year. Odd. I guess Morti's finally run out of fuel...

40. And of course, the most important thing for last. I love Stephen with everything I am. I honestly, truly do. I could never see leaving him. I can't imagine a life without him. I know people will laugh, cuz I'm only about 17, and it's been less than a year, but I just don't care. He means everything to me. Everything. And I would put up with anything for him. Hell, I'd let him put a bullet right in my head, and I'd still love him. I'm kind of like that. You can hurt me all you want, I'll still love you. And I wanna go through my entire life like this, with him. I wanna someday get married, no matter how "odd" the wedding is. xD I basically wanna die with him someday. -sigh- And if I've put far too much of myself into this, and someday it all gets torn away from me, well, than oh well. I'm happy for the time I've gotten, even if someday I end up hurt. I just don't care. One minute with him is worth far more than a lifetime of pain and regret...
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